So a lot of you guys may be at uni or planning on going to uni... or still thinking about it OR don't want to go to uni at all. Well for all of you guys that have maybe looked online about life at uni or been to talks about surviving at uni you have probably heard a lot of hints and advice that will help you live that university life successfully.

BUT did you know that most of these tips are complete and utter trash. I know what you're thinking... "who does this guy think he is, telling me that everything I've learnt is nonsense". I'm a 3rd year student so actually know about the realities of university life. So let's begin.

Budget - LOL what does that even mean? I'm not saying you shouldn't budget. But you're going to budget anyway surely. You don't have do all these calculations and set yourself an amount of money to spend every week. Because chances are you won't keep to it. If you're not a complete moron, which you shouldn't be seeing as you're at uni, you're going to know if your rich and broke and keep this in your mind when making purchases. Just check that bank balance once in a while and you'll be fine. I'm not exactly the richest guy. But I have never found myself having money troubles at uni. Three words ASDA smart price.

Go to every lecture - If you've been to every single lecture please step forward.

Eat properly - I "cook" healthy wholesome meals very little. Am I dead?

Sleep - What is sleep? All these theories about the minimum amount of sleep you need I've found is highly inaccurate. Well I guess it depends on the individual. Obviously it's best to get as much sleep as possible but there will be some days when you get very sleep. When I have lectures i literally have 5/6 hours sleep. I still beat my alarm and I wake up fresh as a flippin' Daisy. But hey that's just me, just don't feel like you need a certain amount of sleep to be able to function. You can always catch up on the weekends.

Go home once in a while - LOL. If you're home sick the worst thing to do is to go home to be honest. The best thing to do is to give your parents that cheeky phone call tell them you're alive and get to partying. You have all of Christmas and Easters and Reading weeks to be home.

Start assignments early - To be honest with you I believe in this one... I just never do it. The mindset I have is that I know I'm not going to miss the deadline and I'm going to have to do the work sometime so right now I'm just going to chill. Does mean the work could suffer though.

When going into 2nd year find a house early - NO. DON'T do that. For 2 reasons. 1) Houses come on to the market at around February and March most of the time some of the better houses. You don't want to live in some average house because you couldn't wait a month or so. 2) How do you know who you want to live with. Yeah these people may seem like your friends now but after you sort your house out 2 months down the line you're going to think "oh this guy isn't my friend, in fact he's a total arsehole". Yeah exactly.

Look for second hand text books - The only reason why I debunk this is because I haven't bought a single textbook for all the time I've been here. Before i came they were like "get these books". I bought them, have I used them, no and I'm not doing too bad in uni to be honest. GOOGLE SCHOLAR FTW. Or you can use that building that allows you to borrow books.

There just a few tips that I feel are very wishy washy. Because to be honest there is no one experience at university. We as individuals are going to go through university in so many different ways therefore we're going to cope in different ways. And although these tips may be like "the best" and most efficient way of surviving chances are you ain't going to stick to them mainly because you're a human being.

I do have a tip of my own though in terms of assignments. For you freshers. WIKIPEDIA IS NOT A SOURCE... BUT it does use sources. These sources can be found at the bottom of the page which are actual sources which you can use and is actually very helpful. That's how I get a load of my source material anyway. We all remember the secondary school days where we rinsed that copy and paste button. Yeah get out of that habit and get out of it now. Wikipedia is very good at explaining what you need to know and then when you need an academic reading Wikipedia most of the time have used loads. So yeah just a cheeky tip.

So yeah uni... have fun!

So, how are things? Great? Good.

Sorry that I haven't been posting a lot lately, I would say it's because I've been busy, but that would be a big fat lie. The truth is... I'm just lazy. But I'll make it up to you I swear. That's if you care... hey that rhymed. Anyway...

Today, I want to talk about that "feeling" I don't know what it's called but I'm sure most of us have had it. As some of you may not I recently reached the quarter finals of a script competition and apparently was in the top 20% of 1,500 scripts. So imagine if that happened to you... how would you feel knowing that someone out there thought your script was worthy of being in that top 20%. THAT FEELING. And it feels good right.

But this feeling can come in all different shapes and sizes. As humans we crave that reassurance that we're not a total screw up and that what we do is not only appreciated but is good. When you get a new job that fact that you beat how many other people to it is a great feeling. A lot of it comes from knowing that at some moment in time someone was actively thinking about you and ultimately praising you. And that's just one of the best things ever. Especially if it's something personal, like something wrote or a piece of art you created.

When we're younger we think about the future and we say we want to be astronauts or singers or actors but the reality is that very few of us will achieve these dreams. Not because we're incapable but because life just takes us on a different path. But when you eventually do achieve that dream the feeling must be amazing. And all these job interviews and competitions are just a taster of what achieving that dream will feel like as you will know you're one step closer.

A lot of this is down to what others think of you or your work. And the reality is that some point down the line you're going to have to please someone that is higher up the food chain than you. Someone with experience and knowledge which only makes the feeling that much better. They know what they're talking about and they see something in you that will allow you to achieve whatever it is you're trying to achieve.

When you have these feelings you just know that you're doing something right and life looks just a little bit brighter. So savour those feelings and cherish them, as their hard to come by and you won't have many in your life time but when you do, you'll never forget them.

Hope that made sense...

Before I start, HAPPY NEW YEAR! Hope you all had a great Christmas and have some serious plans to make 2015 a good year.

Apologies for not posting for a while, I've been fairly busy. 10,000 word dissertation, work... personal stuff. But I thought I'll kick off 2015 with a somewhat "deep" post. The subject being... TIME.

If you think about time it's quite scary. You're sitting here reading this but as you're reading this time is just ticking away. Time is precious, use it wisely.

You remember the days when you were younger and a week seemed like such a long time. But now a week is sooooo short. You wake up it's Monday and before you know it it's Sunday evening and you're worrying about school or work the next morning.

We're all on borrowed time, our time is running out. For every day you live your time is coming forever closer. Whether it be in 50 years or 50 minutes, it's coming and will catch up with you eventually, there's no escaping it. I've been thinking about the past a lot lately which I'm sure most of us do but seriously what's the point? You can't change the past. Start focusing on what you can change, you future. And one day your future will be your past and you'll look back on it knowing you did everything you could to make it great.

We all know the saying "live every day like it was your last". Maybe we don't have too live it necessarily to that extent but "carpe diem". Why do tomorrow what you can do today. Every day poses an opportunity, think about the countless opportunities have passed you by. You could've missed something truly amazing! It's time to stop being a human being and start being a human doing... if that made sense. You like that boy/girl, go tell them. You been thinking about painting a picture or shooting a film, go out there and make it happen. "Life is short" no it's not, life is long. The longest thing you'll ever do in fact. And in this long life we have infinite opportunities to make it what we want. You're not here to simply exist and let life pass you by. Do something positive, something creative. Leave your mark so you'll be remembered for the right reasons.

I hope this has inspired you to at least do something. At the end of the day we're all just people and there's nothing stopping you from being truly great.
So I was thinking... I'm chatting all this crap to you, but you probably hardly know me. So i'm going to answer some pretty generic questions you may have about me. Hopefully you'll be more inclined to listen to the rubbish I speak. Because it is rubbish. I'll try and be as truthful as possible I swear.

1. What's your full name?
Byran Kallum Ferrol

2. Where are you from?
London. East London to be exact. Or Essex, but I like to think it's London.

3. Favourite food?
Lasagne, made by the right person.

4. Favourite film?
Dark Knight but Pan's Labyrinth and Buried deserve a mention.

5. Favourite TV Show
As you all know, Doctor Who and The Simpsons.

6. Favourite Artist
Michael Jackson by far.

7. Favourite Artist, that's still alive?
B.o.B or Eminem or Justin Timberlake.

8. Last place you went abroad?
My second home America.

9. Where would you like to go?
Dubai.

10. Favourite word?
What kind of question is that? I don't know.Juxtapose is a pretty cool word.

11. Catch phrase?
I think others could answer this better than I could.

12. Favourite hobby?
Football... watching and playing! But mostly playing!

13. What team do you support?
Tottenham!!!!!

14. Pet peeve?
People wearing something that I own and not wearing it as good as I do. Or people's breath all up in my face. And just being able to smell people.

15. The dream?
Showrunner of a successful TV series.

16. Biggest regret?
Tricky one, probably having the opportunity to be friends with people but not pursuing it. There are many people out there who'd love to be friends with.

17. Best memory?
I have so many, every school trip I ever went on, BFI screenwriting academy in Newcastle and... America of course.

18. Best friend?
You mad, I'm not answering that?

19. Celebrity crush?
Actually used to be Sandra Bullock, but now... okay theres a few. Kat Dennings, Natalie Portman, Jessica Alba, Scarlett Johannson.

20. Most hated celebrity?
Don't really hate anyone, but people I dislike, Miley Cyrus has to be one. Closely followed by Bieber.

21. Something weird about you?
I don't drink or swear. I know I'm a good boy!

22. Favourite colour?
Turquoise.

23. Most Interesting thing about you?
Hate this question, there's nothing interesting about me.

24. Do you believe in love?
Well this just got deep. I believe in the feeling, not the definition.

25. Guilty pleasure?
Disney films... and not like Disney pixar films like full on cheesy Disney films that they show on Disney Channel.

26. The part of your body you hate the most?
My feet.

27. Scrunch or fold?
Who has time to fold. Tear that shizz off and wipe that crap away before it starts to fester.

28. What makes you smile?
The politeness of strangers. As cheesy as it might seem.

29. The word used most to describe you?
I'm often called, weird. But then again so are a lot of people.

30. And finally... the meaning of life?
I think people should stop trying to figure that out and just live life.

You practically know my life story now. Anything else you want to know, just ask. I'm practically an open book.




Our thoughts are our own. And we have totally control over them... right?

Ever thought of something completely crazy, so crazy you began to question your own state of mind? Now I'm not saying we have no control over our thoughts because obviously we do. But sometimes that one morbid, weird, deluded thought seeps into our mind and sits there. Then we ask ourselves why the hell am I thinking that?

Now thoughts are an amazing concept. They allow us to escape, or take us back to a distant memory. Although it's never gonna be quite as real as the event itself the memory still lives on and we can access it as often as we want as long as it stays in our long term memory. What do you like to think about? Because you know thoughts can solve a lot of problems, but also cause a lot of problems. Over-thinking in particular. I see myself as an over thinker. If I feel like I could've handled a situation better it will play over in my mind again and again. It's hard to shake and I don't know how I ever come to the realisation that I need to just move on. But it comes eventually.

But most of my thoughts are fantasy. Probably like most of us. Whether they're about wealth, fame or sex. Because it's always going to be a fantasy, you can never perfectly recreate a thought. So don't waste your life trying to essentially chase something that doesn't exist. It's perfectly okay to have these thoughts but remember that that's all they are, thoughts. In fact something occurred to me the other day. Most of the stuff we see in the world came from a thought. Buildings, mobile phones, furniture. Someone had that image in their head and decided that that was how it was going to look which just goes to show how amazing the human mind is.

However not all thoughts are good thoughts. Sometimes you may find yourself in a position where you're having the most random and horrific thoughts. What's the worst thing you've ever thought of....? But you're not the kind of person that will act on these thoughts right? See we all have the potential to break bad and become someone we don't want to be. But I guess we have the self restraint and know what the consequences will be if we act upon these photos. Having said this I do think these thoughts are necessary for us personally and in terms of human development. I mean ultimately our minds are a world we have created, where we decide the rules. This is where our anger, our envy, our violence is kept. Sometimes we do lose ourselves and give into our thoughts but hey, we're only human.

One day consciously think about your thought process. How you go from one thought to another, what triggers these thoughts and how long you actually spend thinking about these thoughts. You'll be surprised.

Is the word thought starting to sound weird to you?

… Because life is hard right?
Here is a list of 77 struggles we face in life. Some we can deal with some, we just can't. So here we go...

         1.     Internet Explorer
2.       Getting up
3.       Going to sleep
4.       Actually sleeping
5.       Boys
6.       Girls
7.       Boys and Girls
8.       Relationships
9.       Being single
10.   Work, whether its school work, uni work or work work.
11.   Predictive text that still changes the damn word after you’ve changed it.
12.   Changing empty toilet roll… I just can’t be bothered.
13.   Children, whether they’re yours or not.
14.   Big headed children.
15.   Staring babies… suck your mum.
16.   Listening to that one song on repeat.
17.   Being unlucky in love
18.   Internet Explorer
19.   Making meals that take longer to cook than eat.
20.   Dirty dishes.
21.   Crap advice (i.e. “just breathe” “you’ll be fine” “just give it time”).
22.   Clichés
23.   Lies
24.   The truth
25.   Extrovertly extroverts
26.   Cheese – The food AND the “talk”
27.   Sainsbury’s
28.   Miley Cyrus
29.   Ice JJ Fish
30.   The Kardashians
31.   Internet Explorer
32.   Battery Low…
33.   Rich people
34.   Broke people
35.   Broken zips
36.   Hot people who know they’re hot.
37.   Ugly people who think they’re hot
38.   People who don’t know the difference between fact and opinion
39.   Undercover racists/homophobes/sexists etc.
40.   Anything chocolate that’s not chocolate
41.   Not being able to rip off the entire wrapper of a drumstick lollipop
42.   Sun
43.   Snow
44.   And everything in between
45.   Being dark
46.   Being pale
47.   Internet Explorer
48.   Drunks
49.   Annoying Drunks
50.   Aggressive Drunks
51.   Drunk Drunks
52.   Sweat
53.   Hot breath
54.   Hair… just hair.
55.   Independence
56.   Dependence
57.   Halloween… FRIKKIN HALLOWEEN
58.   Valentine’s Day (Pretend to love me more than you actually do)
59.   Conversation – A struggle for most people it would seem
60.   The lottery
61.   Attainment of that gym body
62.   TOWIE
63.   Internet Explorer
64.   Skyrim
65.   Feet
66.   Arsenal FC – Always struggling for that 4th place
67.   Arsenal Fans – Struggle to realise their team’s struggle
68.   The struggle itself is a struggle
69.   Love (Whatever that is)
70.   Religion
71.   The Illuminati
72.   The Media
73.   The Government
74.   Society
75.   Democracy
76.   Death…
77.   LIFE

So everything in life is a struggle really… But remember they don’t have to be. All these things can make you thrive except for Internet Explorer because it’s just awful.

Mirror mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all? Your mirror will tell you, that you are. You're fair, you're great, you're amazing, you're incredible.

Do you ever look in the mirror and not like the person staring back at you. I'd be surprised if you hadn't felt that way. I doubt that there's anyone in this world that always likes what they see in the mirror. But hey, mirrors are truthful and real. They might not show you what you want to see but definitely show you what you need to see. They're a big part of our day to day life and something that people may use more than others but still arguably a necessity. So just what is so scary or compelling about a mirror?

Well I don't know about you but I hate mirrors. Every time I use the bathroom I avoid looking in the mirror especially when it's a public mirror. I don't know why this is but maybe it comes down to, and maybe some of you can relate, that I have this perceived idea of how I think I look and looking in the mirror will only wreck this. Maybe this could be the reason for why most of us hate looking in the mirror. It's not so much that we don't like what we see but more to do with the fact that it doesn't correspond with what we believed we looked like.

I mean our appearance is something that a lot of people struggle to come to terms with and accept. How we look is never going to change and looking in the mirror only confirms this. We all have this idea of what we think "perfection" is. What we want to look like. Maybe a different eye colour, or different skin complexion or different sized ears. No matter what it is, it's us. You'll see a lot of good looking people in life who you may envy because of their looks. But why are you really envying them? Why is our appearance so important to us. Now I'm not naive to the fact that a lot of stereotypes and judgements are placed on people's appearances today but when it comes down to it you are much bigger than any of that.

I guess a lot of this is reiterating what I said in my previous post. Lately I'm just in a mood where I want people to feel good about themselves because of some of the negativity we experience these days. Moral of the story is... dedicate your life to change things that are in your power to change.